meredith murphy | luminous being

big time inspiration for new beginnings

One of the most inspiring, love-filled and fun videos I've seen in a long while. Aren't we fortunate that people share things like this?  What a gift.

"When I think about the people I love the most and how when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them--let me extend that generosity to myself."

 

i am a possibilitarian

by meredith murphy

 

What is a possibilitarian?  It's what I chose to say about myself when asked once about my political beliefs.  What does this mean, really?  Well, here's what I believe...

I am happy and enthusiastic about life. I believe peace is possible. To know this together as a planet, we need to gradually heal individually. We will then lighten up, be less focused on creating our identity through external things and actually value getting to know ourselves and one another. I find listening, solitude and silence to be essential to a peaceful life and thus a peaceful world. As is self-love, self-confidence and a sense of your own beauty and value and then realizing--since we're all one, that same beauty and value extends to everything. From this we are transformed. The more loving and gentle we are to one another, the greater potential we open into. I know peace is possibly by my own life--I am living a beautiful peaceful life. We are innately drawn toward inner openings which guide is to this state of being. Kindness, humor, hope and self-love are our greatest allies.

 

letting life flow through me

by meredith murphy

I AM a star.  As such I generate light through my focus.  As I AM the eyes of God, of Source, of All-That-Is, my appreciation flows endless amplitudes of light.  As I move into greater transparency with this vastness of my own being, I experience a foreigner's sense of living an Earth-life and it is as if I came here recently, new to this place and am freshly choosing how and what I wish to experience.

I do not understand many things anymore.  Things I used to understand.  I do not feel negative feelings about them, no--it is that really I just don't understand.  Or perhaps it is more accurate to say I do not resonate with things so I have no idea how to relate.  This is fine.  I simply turn my attention to that which I do resonate with and allow it to shape my life.

This is a very different way of being within the human template.  Yet it feels natural.  I like it.  I feel a little thrilling energy as I write this.  The clarity of what I am saying here opens me to a certain type of flow--and a jolt of energy, which I know as a "thrill" happens and this experience feels wonderful.

As a star, I have presence in many realms of focus and more and more I simply relate to myself as the sum of all this.  The particulars seem less important the way my atoms in my fingers seem no more important than the whole of my hand.  All of me works beautifully in coherent harmony and knows how to do this as a whole!  How amazing I AM.

In this experience that is now my lens of living in this Meredith-enabled body, I discover that much time and energy has been spent cultivating the costume here!  Relieved of this impulse, I find beauty in so many things I cannot imagine feeling the need for more or new...as more and new is already given so generously everywhere.

And so, wow, there is much to experience!  As the presence I am is wide-open, life is available in deeper, expanded, elevated ways.  I see now that so much of what we experience is dependent on our openness and presence.  As we are increasingly capable of an undivided presence, we experience more.  Of course endless wise souls have written about this, I merely add to their lineage my own direct experience which affirms this, and intend for my happiness to amplify the availability of this experience for anyone who seeks joy and ease.

I AM abundant and rich!  This is not a concept; it IS.

I AM cared for without concern, exactly like the "lilies of the field," and my awareness of this and my sense of self (absent the illusion of separateness thus any idea of "deserving this" is a non-issue) make this knowing a simple, nonchalant fact of life, a wonderful aspect of truth which I get to experience in human form.  I AM that which enables my human existence here as Source and I AM that receiving Source Energy as love.  I am grateful for the connection.  I am grateful for the blocks to knowing the truth of this experience being dissolved into clarity and delight.  

I wish for all beings to know the joy of life.

All that I AM now wishes to ease the suffering of others.  I have resolved my own unhappiness and fed my energy field to abundance.  I continue as an appreciative presence to generate energy and am nourished and resourced as I intend.  I AM a channel of love.  I don't need to "do" anything for this to happen--it's natural to let life flow through me--but my intention allows it to take shape as I AM.  So what I know can become part of reality, I intend for it to manifest and I create it within my experience; thus enlarging our experience.  I let life, in all it's infinite wisdom and abundant love, flow through me, as the aspect of creation I AM.  Shining on, as the One I Am here and now, as love.

Very happy to meet you in this lovely field of light!

my christmas wish, december 2011

by Meredith Murphy

It's Christmas Eve and my day feels and looks quite a bit like this photo...

Like many of us, I have had very full days since late October/early November and after the Solstice, I shifted into days with no readings, or events, and a lot less time writing/and online.

In this life, for me, Christmas-time has always been about connection--within and with others and nature, energy, the vastness of being.  I knew this long ago as there were different ways of spending time during these holidays--some of it about silence and light, other moments nourishing with delicious special meals and sharing with others and always, time being outdoors, enjoying nature and relaxing.  There has typically been lots of music and singing, and silliness.  Kids running through the house, dogs barking and laughter.  I had very abundant, fun holidays as a kid, and spent these times with a large group of people, everyone doing their own thing, together sometimes, alone enjoying ourselves or napping when we wished, and so generally have enjoyed the playfulness and ease of the time, while also feeling the deeper opening available. 

This year, I am pretty low key.  I did almost no shopping (and this happened totally organically!  how amazing is that...).  I also reassured people I was in need of nothing, so I gave others permission to not feel the pressure of shopping/spending money.   My body is welcoming the sunny cool days and lots of leisure after a full couple of months of readings, teaching and writing/channeling.  I am entirely unscheduled for today and tomorrow!  And so...I approach this whole weekend free, available, light and happy.

I am tired, so instead of cooking a lot, I am eating light--my regular foods-- rather then rich special things, and today scuffing around at almost noon, still in my PJ's!  I even had a nap already today after waking up early, reading a bit, and just sitting doing nothing...soaking up/in the energy. 

I suspect I'll be sharing food and dog walks, movies and conversation with family/friends, and yet there is no real agenda.  For me what is MOST different this year is that it feels like a regular day! I have no expectations and no needs.  I am just present.  I am my own present!

Divine light flows within us all the time, not just now!

Increasingly we not just know this, we feel it. 

This holiday my only intention is to extend these blessings to everyone and everything. 

I intend and be aware that as I AM I contribute to the whole that is, and in giving to myself rest and peace, nourishment and joy, ease and happiness, connection and harmonious ways of being and a pace fitting for my own state right here right now, I bring everything that is, into greater harmony and peace.  And so, I will be experiencing this holiday and entering the new year, In-joy.  And wishing for this to flow in abundance to all.  I release this intention into the crystalline grid, letting it flow to all, and knowing that the Earth and the planetary energies amplify all that enters this collective flow. 

I feel happy.  Like I do on most days, and this is how I intend to experience each day of this beautiful life on this beautiful planet with ALL OF YOU Beautiful Beings of Love and Light. 

Joy to the world!  I open my heart to imagine and trust I will see more and more people opening to their own light...knowing happiness, abundance, well-being and joy.

I conjure up the possibility that life can change faster and more remarkbly then I am even capable of dreaming.  I realize what is coming forth is more fabulous then I can even imagine and I choose to pay attention to all signs and experiences that demonstrate this, thus being part of this tide of the new creation.

Dear One, beautiful soul, precious presence of divine light and love; may all your days be merry and bright! and may all beings experience wonder and happiness.

Namaste!

Meredith

emissary of the emerging new life

by meredith murphy

Emerging from the Stargate, gifted with great expansion, I glimpse my own horizon.

I feel what I wish to be, is an increasingly love-filled radiant emissary of the new life...filled with peace and warmth, kindness and humor.

I know by discovering and finding peace within ourselves, we can radiate this to others.  Eventually, this momentum of peace will ripple out to the whole world. Hearts speak to hearts.  And so I continually open myself expecting and finding the endless love within. And I am deeply grateful and filled with joy, and peace naturally arises.

You too can join me and choose to become an emanation of your truly, deeply, eternally peaceful soul. Isn't this fundamental to the new world we are creating?

your energy is accelerating!

by meredith murphy

These are POWERFUL times; the time of times, really. 

I hope you enjoyed the little rest, the breather from all that delicious energy that brought us into wholeness on Tuesday -- the beautiful Full Moon | Full Lunar Eclipse energy.  Things are in movement again.  There is within your field an intensification; you are in expansion, and an accelerated energy. Are you feeling it?

Information as light is available and readable in coherence, abundantly!

There are SO many insights and clarifications; the guidance for being YOU in the world is flowing to you.  I see it clearly and yet because it's coming without linear time/space constructs...(aha!  zero point qualities) I have to organize it and stay focused.

FOCUS is a big deal right now; as YOU are moving into greater alignment which always brings forth an increase in energy and flow (and naturally, the releasing aspects associated with a new set point integrating.)

I encourage you to ask all those questions you've been trying to "solve" by thinking and take note of whatever impression, guidance, visions or ideas come to you.  Then trust them (for more on that read the prior post :) 

Yes--write down ideas and keep track of dreams, don't worry if they shift a lot and seemingly contradict each other; a lot of vision is available right now, ground it.  It will make more sense later if it doesn't now...and don't forget to call it forth by asking!  You're the master here!

See your self without limits and allow the YOU that IS to appear to you in its fullness expanded!

choosing nonchalance

by meredith murphy

I've decided there are some things in life I wish to view very lightly--  Surprising behavior from people I know; definitely the news and many world events...  And so, in this aspiration to be more easy with life, I have been exploring my experiences and realizing: nonchalance requires trust.

To be nonchalant means having an air of ease toward all of life.  It's a wonderful quality and I love even that the definition uses the word "air."  Who doesn't enjoy the experience of taking something challenging or difficult lightly?  Its such a relief!  The flip side of this is taking something tremendous and awesome lightly as well.

Oh--you weren't counting on that?  :)

The Buddha is quick to remind us of not attaching to anything--good or bad.  Or whatever--I know we're moving beyond labels, the point is, that over-identifying or holeding onto anything isn't really helpful in cultivating ease.

There is a fine line between raising our eyebrows and seeing, making adjustments to create future experience and moving on and vehemently pushing something away--thus amplifying it and engaging with it even more. 

There is also a fine line between savoring and clinging.  It all has to do with being in the flow in the moment.  For example the other day my cat, Astra, came up and I was petting her--which she was loving and I was loving--and then she walked away and I was watching her walk and I was lingering in this moment of communion we had just shared and watching her, I was surprised when she leapt to the window having seen a bird.  And I realized: that's it!  She's already moved on, and even if its only for a little bit, I'm still there--back in the past in my emotions with the experience.

I realize whenever I don't respond to life this way--with nonchalance--that it all comes down to some un-free behavior or habit, some limiting idea, some viewpoint out of sync with the source flowing within me, ultimately, with a lack of trust on my part.  Like maybe I won't get another moment like this.  Or somehow not thinking every moment can be one I can entirely enjoy.

This makes me think about washing the dishes or chopping wood--you know, all those Buddhist ideas that remind us that we can enjoy anything if we bring our full presence to it.  It's true you know. 

So I see how nonchalance requires me to consider what exactly DO I believe about life?  Do I see all moments as equal?  Do I expect each moment to be as capable of profound joy as any other?  Is the incredible expansion of channeling a message--is that experience more ripe for happiness then making coffee?  If I am an eternal divine being capable of limitless bliss, am I actually approaching life from a place trusting this to come forth and tuning into it?

Do I truly trust in my own divinity?  In the divine timing, the divine orchestration of life?  Not just as an idea, but am I living-breathing-being with this as my reality? 

Furthermore, do I truly embrace my capacity to create my experience, feeling ultimately so powerful that whatever shows up that I inadvertently created not to my liking can simply be smiled at as a reflection of my own carelessness of focus and re-shaped to my own liking?

This is the subtle meanderings of our newness flowing forth.  We realize that we are indeed capable of anything and although I choose wonder, awe, bliss, inspiration, amazement, love, abundance, clarity, focus, playfulness and many other experiences, I also too choose to have my energy in life flow through choice rather then being triggered by the reflections that catch me off guard and are not really in the vibe I want to experience.

Like Astra who knowingly plays with her reflection in the closet mirrored door, I want to play with the reflections of my state of being--noticing and when I feel inclined, adjusting. 

Choosing nonchalance toward life means not being casual but being filled with faith.  It is an essential ingredient to a peaceful heart.  Only by relating to life with a trusting cooperative approach am I able to experience the diversity of aliveness and my own countless creations with the perpetual eye of a powerful creator and enjoy it all.

Playfulness is a wonderful and essential part of life, a luxury that all of us have access to.  Choosing nonchalance and empowerment for me brings forth a playfulness to life that I find helps me have fun, relax and in this state of relaxation ideas, connections, energy and clarity flow forth in abundance.  I am also learning that I can trust in this--by continually choosing my state of being I remain in a perpetually creative vibration that yields moment after moment of joy.  Wow. 

The value of self-trust is obvious.  Experiencing it deeply is another thing.  I am learnign it may be cultivated--by keeping my word and commitments to myself, which first of all means making commitments with care--considering if I am truly want to make this choice and live it.  The more I keep my word to myself, and live my life making my own happiness and joy the first priority, the greater self-trust I experience. 

How are you at trusting yourself, the Universe, life in general?  And what helps you to feel this feeling, deepen it, identify with it, and literally become it?  If that interests you.  It certainly interests me, and I'd love to hear from you on what your experience is.

Nonchalance for all!  Yes indeed.  Well for anyone that's interested anyway--that's my intention today.  In my world ease is definitely IN.